right face, wrong time

i just want to feel wanted and loved, i just felt this way for like, one time, for a girl i never going to talk again, she liked me but i was and am so confused and fucked up that i only cant do this to her, isnt fair to her, i should talk all this things i feel to my psychologist but i know what and why i feel this way

for the past 2 or 3 days i started to listen She Wants Revenge, 3 songs of their band is in my playlist but i never gone too deep in their songs so... i kinda liked, one of my favorites is Sister, i like it a lot

this summer break i felt so lonely that i start to watch some series, i watched yellowjackets, dr house and young sheldon, i drew a lot and felt bad, but this is only details ><

im just doing this in english cus i want to write better so if anyone for some incredible reason read this i hope u undertand...

they said a lot of things that made me feel something and now im kinda jealous of their ex cause even after all the shit she said to they, to me, to our friends, they still talking and using this matched icons on discord, im dumb as fuck but i trying to get better, hope dont take much time

bye!